6 October 2006 2.58 gametime (8.49 my time) I get home and start preparing dinner - something I love doing. At the same time, I arrive at the sauna. I am amazed! There is some coffee here. I pick one up and drink it immediately. I am still feeling run down and DALE is here who tells me he has eaten much wonderful couscous and needs relaxing. At last I can ask my question, and ask him what I look like and get the answer I deserve.
10 October 2006 (I cannot recall the exact time I reached this destinaton). From the Gasometer, I go back to the sauna. CLOUDYSUNNY and VAUNCEY are here. There are coffees too. Nothing else seems to happen. I don’t know if I am playing the game too quickly and should wait longer in any given location, but I am beginning to find my play an increasingly strange experience. I feel that what I long for most is the ability, that I did have in Berlin, or, of course, that Mixed Reality Lab still have, to acquire an overview of the game. Without knowing where to go, without a mission, without feeling particularly good or even feeling particularly unhealthy, but, still, longing for some kind of company within the game, I appear just to be dragging myself from one location to the other. I also wonder now - why do I so much wish to meet others? Is it beacuse of my need, day after day, to produce a piece of writing? Or has it to do with me, my personality, myself?
